Post by amani on Apr 22, 2012 18:31:33 GMT -6
AMANI JASMINE KIGOUR
--Mani--Jazzy--Jazz--Ni-Ni--
BLAND:
Although she's a Veela, she isn't that popular. she likes to stay in the shadows, and to not be discovered, only because of the fear that someone might take a liking to her, and try to approach her. She hates confrontation, and doesn't want anyone to know about her. Sometimes, which are very rare, she would look good, and will actually dress up, but still staying out of the limelight. And she likes it that way.
COLD:
She isn't a very nice girl. Especially if you are annoying and will not stop pestering her. She hates that, along with big crowds. She will laugh in your face if you try to approach her, and will tell you in her most coldest voice that you are nothing to her. That is only a facade though. She doesn't like, well, people, and she doesn't have much of a love life. She was planning to be a single woman all her life. And she's oddly ok with that.
LACKS COMPASSION:
Ties into the one above. She won't help you if your cat died, she won't help you if your panther was stuck in a tree. She wouldn't help you if she had the last serum on Earth that could cure you of your deathly disease. She doesn't care about you, at all. You are nothing to her, as everyone else.
SHELL:
She won't let anyone even penetrate this shell. Her shell is so thick, that you will have to go through series of tasks to get through this. And she won't let just anybody in. You have to be gravely special. And it's first come, first served. There's is only two people who actually made it through, a girl (her best friend) and a boy (her final). They are nameless for now (until anyone asks me to be the two awesomest people who made it through). Those two places are open, for now.
PAST:
Her past was horrible. Her parents died right in front of her, and she has emotional scars from it. It caused her not to eat or talk for a while. This is the reason why she has that dreadful shell. But you can't hold it against her. She loved her parents, more than anybody, but (apparently) her mother mingled with the wrong crowd, causing her and her whole family to suffer.
VULNERABLE:
Those two people in her inside club make her feel awfully vulnerable, and she hates that feeling. She doesn't want to be portrayed as weak, so she puts up her walls. But those two people, those two just make her feel happy, so much that they where granted the honor to be apart of her life. And no matter how weak she feels, she is glad about the choice she made.
ANTI-SOCIAL:
Doesn't talk much. Must I dwell on this a lot? Her past yadda yadda yadda, her mother and father... her therapist... blah blah blah. Just retelling everything up there.
TRAUMATIZED:
Once her parents died, she was in shock, and almost died with them. But her aunt and uncle saved her, to her luck/misfortune. She was terrified that they will find her and come after her also. She was scared and cold, and sad. She hated that time period of her life. She still hates this part. She doesn't have much happiness in her heart and much love. When her parents died, she was cold all over, even under her blankets. She was cold on the inside, and hollow.
SUICIDAL:
Always after her dreams she feels this. She doesn't think of it to much, because it would hurt her parents, and her aunt. She doesn't want them to go through another horrible family death again, and for them to feel the same she is feeling. That would be selfish of her, so selfish. So she keeps on moving on, feeling the pain that is in her cold heart forever, hoping that it will go away. (wow, so dramatic isn't she?)