*-- what ABOUT now ? [ANGEL]

[SEYTON MALCOLM GREYBACK]

the secret side of me, i never let you see__ i keep it caged but i can't control it- -

to say that seyton greyback was nervous would be a massive understatement. werewolves were supposed to be the strong, powerful creatures of the wizarding world. they were supposed to be the fearless intimidating ones, who could face anything that came their way. but right now... seyton was just terrified. he felt like a stupid teenager again, afraid of a million things which, on their own, might not seem so serious. but he figured his issues were a bit more than a hogwarts student would have to face. he knew that there were, currently even, a few couples at hogwarts who had a child on the way, but he doubted that any of those had a sadistic grandfather who hated the mother and was as fucked up as fenrir greyback was. but it wasn't his unfortunate father that was terrifying him so much right now, it was this. walking down the hogwart's stairs, heading to the entrance of the school, the gates beyond the front lawn, where he would apparate to the house he'd only seen once before to talk to angel.

he couldn't do this... he didn't think he could. he couldn't be a father, step up to raise some child who he was still certain would, if not hate then, resent him for being who he was and inflicting the same curse on the baby. being a father had not been a planned part of his future for almost eight years now. he still felt terrible for what he'd done to angel, for sucking her back into this mess even though it wasn't exactly his fault... after all, they'd slept together, he hadn't raped her, she'd wanted to be with him at the time as much as he'd wanted to be with her. but still... if he hadn't gone to see her she wouldn't be in this mess. she could completely forget about the greybacks forever if she wanted, and instead she was going to be raising one. ...well, if she kept the baby, that was.

a completely new fear hit him, one that he was almost surprised at. what if, when he'd basically unintentionally chased her away from his office when he'd learn the news, she'd decided she couldn't have the child? what if she'd already... taken care of it? the possibility shouldn't affect him... it was her body to do with as she wished, and he had been the idiot who hadn't seemed supportive in the first place, but the thought that this chance he'd had could have been blown all because he didn't want to believe he had created another potential werewolf sent knives into his chest. an innocent kid gone just because its father was a dumbass? he'd never want that. ever.

all too soon he was standing outside of the gates of hogwarts, the charm that prevented him from apparating broken as he stood outside the grounds. he couldn't really procrastinate this any more... he'd taken his sweet time making his way to this point, but now all it took was a quick twist on the spot and he'd be dead in front of angel's door as he'd been a month and a half earlier to cause this mess. the nurse sighed, looking back at the looming structure of the school behind him where the boy who'd talked him into this was, hopefully, in the middle of lessons and not slacking off snogging nikki in some hallway, turned, and found himself a few seconds later on angel's front step.

the urge to apparate once more and go back to hogwarts, or safe in his own rarely-used home, was nearly overpowering, but the nurse resisted. he could do this. he could do this. he could do this. ...right?yes. he could. moving quickly so that he couldn't have time to back off the nurse lifted his hand, pressing the doorbell by the door, and waited for his ex to appear.

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[GEORGINA ANGEL HARPER]

[atrb=border, 0, true][atrb=style, border-left: #3A4748 8px solid; border-right: #839175 2px dashed; background: #d8d8d8; padding-top: 16px; padding-right: 16px; padding-left: 16px; padding-bottom: 12px; -moz-border-radius: 10px; width: 368px;] All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you, Back to what was never said, Back and forth inside my head, I can't handle this confusion, I'm unable; come and take me away - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Georgina hadn’t asked for this… Would she ever ask for this? Well of course she wanted to have a child sometime, but… not like this. Not with the man she had sworn to avoid for the rest of her life, but instead somehow her emotions took ahold of her when he was at her house a month ago and they ended up in bed together… Now she had to pay the price, which Georgina would be fine with raising a child… preferably with someone who wanted to raise it with her. She knew it was her fault for pushing Seyton away in the first place, but still… who wouldn’t want to raise their own child despite the fact that the one whom you created said child with, wanted to just push you away… The young brunette sighed as she lounged on the couch. She had only recently gotten over morning sickness for that morning. She was a witch and she still had to deal with Morning sickness like muggles… You’d think witches would’ve thought of something to prevent Morning Sickness, but apparently not. She placed her hand upon her stomach knowing that there was a small child inside of her… one that may or may not come out as a full werewolf. But that wasn’t the part that scared her… She would her child if it was a werewolf, but she would also keep her child as far away from Fenrir as possible. She just hoped that the old werewolf doesn’t find out she’s pregnant with Seyton’s child. Her biggest fear was, would she be able to raise a child on her own? Immersed in her many thoughts that she had been having for the past few days, at first she hadn’t realized that her doorbell rung… It took a moment to register, but then she got up wondering who it could be… Perhaps her parents, but she didn’t think they’d come all the way out to her place not when she could so easily pop over to their place in a heartbeat. And she definitely did not expect it to be the person whom it really was. “Coming!” she called and then once she had open the door, her face lit up with shock. “Sey… ton? What are you doing here?” she questioned lightly, she really couldn’t believe that he was there… perhaps she was having a dream? tag: --- notes: --- template by eliza @ shadowplay

[SEYTON MALCOLM GREYBACK]

the secret side of me, i never let you see__ i keep it caged but i can't control it- -

the werewolf's mind was blank as he awaited his ex to come to the door. he didn't even have enough focus to decide whether he wanted her to show up or not. this still all seemed so unreal, though it certainly wasn't. he'd never seen anything like this in his future. ever. as a teenager his sights had been on dating lots of girls, having a carefree life, maybe eventually settling down and getting married to potentially have children. once out of hogwarts he'd been too focused on his job, and kids were completely out of the question. not once in his existence had he thought that he would knock a girl up... let alone a girl with whom his history was as complicated as it was with angel.

he didn't know what he was expecting, or hoping, to come out of this meeting. at the moment seyton was living in each moment, finding that looking ahead even a few seconds into the future drove him insane with the 'what ifs'. he just needed to get over this, one word at a time, one look, one blink, one shocked expression. it wasn't like he could back out now. if he did jasper could send him right back, after all, it was the kid who'd convinced him to make this move against all of his fears that resulted from its possibilities. despite his age and the fact that he, like all teenagers, had the potential to be an annoying immature brat whenever he turned on a switch, seyton had to admit that his little brother could think clearer on this than the nurse was capable of doing. jasper saw things in black and white, whereas sey seemed to be looking at the entire situation in about a hundred potential shades of grey.

being not full human, seyton had great hearing and could clearly hear the energetic voice of his ex calling from within the house.he expected her tone to become much more subdued when she finally saw who her surprised visitor was, and of course he wasn't disappointed at all. “Sey… ton? What are you doing here?” the shock was clear on her beautiful face, and for a moment seyton just stood there before taking a deep breath, forcing the words out before he could turn chicken and run back to the 'safety' of hogwarts or his own home. "we need to talk."

[/color] ha. as though that wasn't blatantly obvious by, well, everything that had happened between them in the last few months not to mention the small child growing within the quidditch player. the nurse took a deep breath, nerves hitting an all time high an instant before he spoke the next words before he was able to back off. "i'm not letting you do this alone." [/blockquote][/div]TEMPLATE BY VIKA OF CAUTION.[/center]

[GEORGINA ANGEL HARPER]

[atrb=border, 0, true][atrb=style, border-left: #3A4748 8px solid; border-right: #839175 2px dashed; background: #d8d8d8; padding-top: 16px; padding-right: 16px; padding-left: 16px; padding-bottom: 12px; -moz-border-radius: 10px; width: 368px;] All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you, Back to what was never said, Back and forth inside my head, I can't handle this confusion, I'm unable; come and take me away - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - “we need to talk.” so now he wanted to talk? After telling her that he didn’t want anything to do with this… What was georgina even supposed to say to this? She’s never known anyone in this position before! Nor has she really told her parents about how it all came about… she was sure they would be disappointed if they found out. If only her brother had been more readily available for advice, but it seemed that with the upcoming Quidditch World Cup, the young Quidditch Star would have to deal without her brother on this one. “i'm not letting you do this alone.” she stood there, frozen in time as she stared at Seyton. Was he serious? What made him change his mind? Or was this some sort of a cruel joke? She didn’t know how to take this either and it didn’t help that she couldn’t move or speak. She just continued to stare at the Hogwarts Nurse she had once been so deeply in love with and was now the father of her baby. Finally, after a gulp the young brunette was able to speak. “What made you change your mind?” she narrowed her eyes at him as if trying to see through him and figure out what exactly was going on up in that mind of his. Why would someone so easily change their mind about something like him? Unless… he was there for something else… “How can I even be sure you won’t back out especially with the way you first acted when I brought the news” sure, she knew that part of it was her fault. It was her fault for allowing him to take her to bed, but right now she wasn’t looking out for her, she was looking out for the child that was growing inside of her. She… she needed to be sure that Seyton really was going to stick around, or if he was just going to run off in case things got too tough. tag: --- notes: --- template by eliza @ shadowplay

[SEYTON MALCOLM GREYBACK]

the secret side of me, i never let you see__ i keep it caged but i can't control it- -

“what made you change your mind?” why did she have to sound so hostile, like he had to have darker intentions? he couldn't blame her for being suspicious, really, but her disbelief still hurt him. "my little brother,"

[/color] he couldn't help but respond, though he couldn't say if that was exactly the truth or not. he had never wanted to let her do this alone, he'd just... he'd needed to think things through, decide what was best for her even if he didn't like it. he had no issues with taking the responsibility of looking after his own child, it was just that he hadn't been sure whether that would really be the best thing to do. he really owed jasper. no matter what he'd done for the kid, recently, nothing could really compare to what the gryffindor had done for him.

“How can I even be sure you won’t back out especially with the way you first acted when I brought the news” the nurse gritted his teeth together. seriously, she was going to pull that? now wasn't the time to be frustrated, though. it wasn't the time to piss her off. he needed to keep his head clear and calm, no matter how frustrating her words were to him. she was stressed, too, anyways, he shouldn't hold things she was saying right now against her. "you didn't give me time to react,"[/color] he reminded her in a low voice. "you told me i was a father, and when i didn't immediately go 'great! let's do this!' you bolted." it was the truth, really. yeah, he could have reacted better, but the news had been completely unexpected and, to seyton, a terrible situation to get himself mixed up in.

"look,"[/color] he frowned slightly, voice tired. if he was going to explain, he might as well get it over with the best he could right now before she could kick him back to hogwarts again. "i... i just wasn't expecting the news, that's all, and it's not something i ever wanted. not because i don't want to have a kid or because i didn't want to have 'burdan' of looking after a child, but because since fenrir attacked you i'd realize exactly how much it sucks being what i am, and i didn't want to pass that gene on. that's why i acted the way i did. it wasn't anything directly related to, er, our kid,"[/color] he cringed slightly at the words. they were so damn weird to say. "so... if you want me to be involved, i want to make this work. any way it can. any way you want it to work."[/color][/blockquote][/div]TEMPLATE BY VIKA OF CAUTION.[/center]

[GEORGINA ANGEL HARPER]

[atrb=border, 0, true][atrb=style, border-left: #3A4748 8px solid; border-right: #839175 2px dashed; background: #d8d8d8; padding-top: 16px; padding-right: 16px; padding-left: 16px; padding-bottom: 12px; -moz-border-radius: 10px; width: 368px;] All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you, Back to what was never said, Back and forth inside my head, I can't handle this confusion, I'm unable; come and take me away - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "You didn't give me time to react. You told me i was a father, and when i didn't immediately go 'great! let's do this!' you bolted.” Georgina new that it was true that she had pretty much bolted, but really at that point that was what her gut was telling her to do. “I bolted when you wished that it was someone else’s child! When you didn’t want to accept the fact that this unborn child that I’m holding inside of me that’s clearly your child, what did you think I was supposed to do?” she frowned lightly knowing that if they were going to try and work this out they shouldn’t be arguing. It wasn’t good for the child after all, right? Well at least that was how she felt, and there was still the fact that she had to tell her family about the child… She should try and at least get on good terms with Seyton before she brought that news up at the dinner table. “ i... i just wasn't expecting the news, that's all, and it's not something i ever wanted. not because i don't want to have a kid or because i didn't want to have 'burdan' of looking after a child, but because since fenrir attacked you i'd realize exactly how much it sucks being what i am, and i didn't want to pass that gene on. that's why i acted the way i did. it wasn't anything directly related to, er, our kid. so... if you want me to be involved, i want to make this work. any way it can. any way you want it to work.” Georgina let out a sigh, well at least he was trying to make this work. At least that’s what she was hoping he was trying to do. She sure hoped that it didn’t turn out that this would be for something else, how much more could her heart take? “Well we do need to work together, for the sake of the child,” the young brunette said lightly before she leaned up against the wall trying to relax a bit. She had let herself get quite tense from this, which really wasn’t a good idea. tag: --- notes: --- template by eliza @ shadowplay