Post by LUCY RAE SANGUINI on May 8, 2011 18:55:55 GMT -6
september fourth, 2022
ringing out like a shotgun in my head
ringing out and i just can't go to bed
[/color][/center]ringing out and i just can't go to bed
dear diary,
[/size]Someone has told me that writing down my feelings will make me better. It seems like nothing makes me feel better today. Apparently having tainted blood makes me not a Pure Blood. Who really cares if I'm half Vampire or not? I deserve to be treated with respect! I deserve to be feared, to be worshiped! But instead students throw garlic powder on me, and pretend to stack me through the heart... It doesn't feel good.
In a way I guess you could call it ironic. I'm being tortured for being different. And I'm tormenting the Mudbloods. It could be karma. But I like to think that people could be mean to me because they really do secretly fear me. All I know is that it's kind of ironic. And to be honest, this journal thing is starting to make me feel uncomfortable. So I've decided to go to bed now. I kind of feel like apologizing to you, for writing so little on your blank pages. But this is new to me, and kind of weird frankly.
