Unknown Things // Lenna

[jensen]

Jensen felt very strange! He had never outright told a woman that he’d wanted to date her before. Usually they came onto him, telling him what they wanted out of relationships and such. Lenna was a different type of boat altogether… but that was part of the reason he liked her. She was… not like other girls. She was precious… and Jensen loved that about her. Lenna was blunt, but rather quiet about things, she didn’t come outright and declare her feelings… she just tried jumping him on her couch, for goodness sake! No, she was definitely not like other girls! Or… other women, for that matter. Because Lenna was very much a woman. Jensen could see and… know that much.

”You mean…d-date me?”

[/color] Jensen smiled just the smallest of smiles and kissed her back as she placed a gentle, polite kiss on his lips. ”S-so what are you waiting for boyfriend?”[/color] Jensen couldn’t help but chuckle lightly at that comment. ”I’m waitin’ for yeh to tell me wha’ to do, girlfrien’.” Wow, that felt weird to say! Jensen had only had two girlfriends… well, now three, counting Lenna. And he never really called them girlfriend to their faces… besides, it had been awhile since he’d had a girlfriend. He was… well, he was glad that he could consider Lenna his girlfriend now. It was… amazing, he felt relieved… and extremely happy. ”So wha’s the word?” [/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

”I’m waitin’ for yeh to tell me wha’ to do, girlfrien’.”

Her tell him what to do? Her tell him?! Lenna felt her nervousness and doubt about sexual relations creep back up. No, it wasn't a creep. They straight up just popped right back up in a blatant manner. There had only been Paul. Lenna didn't really know what she was doing. It wasn't like she ever initiated things with Paul. He was always the protagonist to their bedroom activities. Yes, Lenna was a woman and had urges, but Paul just scandalized her in a way that made her immobile to seducing him. She was his arm candy and that had always been understood. She was there to be seen and used, not take action. Though, Lenna of course never realized this consciously. For why would she stay with a man like that?

But Jensen was scandalous in a whole different way. He wasn't really bulky and he was just...completely different in appearance and attitude than Paul. He was approachable, but Lenna was still weak at being close to him..well, at this moment with her bare body and all. His hair was cut and it just made a world of difference. His eyes were gorgeous and his face in general. His teeth and his lips and...Lenna really had no problem looking at him. It was just looking at him and being in charge of what was done that overwhelmed her. What if she wasn't even good? She felt silly. Crazy silly. How was she supposed to tell him what to do when she had no clue what to do??

”So wha’s the word?”

She had just been sheepishly looking at him, hands wringing in front of her...her naked self. And now she had to speak. "The word is that I'm naked and you're not and I....I think this situation needs to be rectified," she said stepping very very close to him, gulping as her thumbs wrapped around the belt loops on each side of his pants. The closer she was to him, the less she felt exposed? Well it wasn't a full view. "I can't hardly function at this moment i-in case you didn't realize Jensen.." she admitted, cheeks pink. "I'm naked and you're incredibly handsome," she whispered, explaining why she couldn't function as if it were such a secret, her cheeks burning.

[jensen]

See the thing with Jensen was he was always putting other people before himself. If they wanted to do something specific, they would end up doing that, because whatever Jensen wanted to do wouldn’t matter. The man was a bit of a wallflower in that sense, because he just went with the flow on most occasions, doing everything that everyone else wanted to do. He didn’t mind of course. It was always how he’d been… doing his own thing at times, especially when it came to his minor habit of pick-pocketing, but if there was anyone else involved in a situation, whatever they wanted to do came first.

And it didn’t matter what they did. They could do something completely fun or something completely different… Jensen was particularly inexperienced at certain things, so it wasn’t as if he was expecting Lenna to be amazing… although, he did, to a point. Just because it was Lenna and she was amazing on her own. Being close to her had an effect on him… It was a… strange sort of feeling that washed over him. Jensen couldn’t even put a finger on it… and he didn’t care what they did at this point. He just sort of wanted to pull her close to him and hold on to her… not even noticing at this point that she was… well, nude.

”The word is that I’m naked and you’re not and I…I think this situation needs to be rectified.”

[/color] Jensen gulped in a mouthful of air as she stepped closer to him, her fingers pulling themselves through his belt loops. Jensen’s eyes glanced down into hers and a small smile pulled at his lips. ”I can’t hardly function at this moment i-in case you didn’t realize Jensen… I’m naked and you’re incredibly handsome.”[/color] Jensen smiled and placed a soft kiss upon her lips, and put his right hand on her lower back, and just on her back. His left hand reached up to her chin and tilted it up a little higher so he could kiss her.[/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

Lenna still couldn't get over how respectful Jensen was. He was sweet...but he was hot! Yes, that word had just crossed Lenna's mind and she wasn't one to even use that term. But, it made sense here because just being close to him made the room feel 5 degrees warming. Being close to him at this particularly moment made her body feel as if it were on fire. She even felt a bit parched and the sensation only grew as his lips briefly touched hers. Only, the kiss wasn't so brief. Her eyes closed, his hand on her back surprised her. Lenna stiffened for a moment, but that only made her more aware of her exposed extremities, so she then relaxed.

He hardly needed to touch her chin, Lenna obliging and raising it to kiss him more appropriately. Lenna was standing in her home, naked, kissing her boyfriend of 5 minutes - her patient who she had only seen outside of the hospital for the first time a few hours ago. She felt absolutely crazy, lightheaded even. Lenna never rushed into anything. Then again, Lenna had been with Paul for an extended period of time. He was her first real adult relationship. She had gotten used to certain things. Basically, until she had dated Paul there had never been a chance for her to feel sexually deprived. Now, there was. And Jensen was...well Lenna felt all lusty and some kind of steamy at the moment, her thumbs working their way out of his belt-loops so her hands could then slide up his chest around his neck. Then she did it. Lenna pulled herself to him, kissing him for just a moment more before her lips pulled away. "Carry me to bed," she whispered in a breathless fashion.

[jensen]

No, Jensen was not very experienced in these sorts of things very much at all. He’d briefly dated competition at one point, but things got sort of messy and sticky there… and his only other girlfriend… well, she was… it was more… “Let’s just wait.” Did they wait? No… and that was because she got it into her head that waiting was more than she had bargained for… But, that was all over now, and he was beginning to feel a little self-conscious, because he didn’t exactly know what he was doing… and hoped Lenna was just that much more experienced than him, so they were both just… well, maybe it would be better if the two of them were just experimenting with one another…?

”Carry me to bed.”

[/color] Was all that she had said after breaking away gently from their kiss. Jensen blinked slowly at her and ran his tongue over his bottom lip lightly and quickly, dampening it. With one swift motion, his hand that rested on her back was beneath her knees and she was in his arms. Lenna had… assuming that her creator obliges, wrapped her arms around his neck. Jensen placed a soft kiss on her nose as he walked. He pushed the door open to the bedroom that looked the most feminine… brighter in contrast to the other one he saw…

Jensen walked into the room, eyes on Lenna the entire time, and he placed her gently on the bed and kneeling next to her, his left knee being brought over to her other side. Jensen kissed her shoulder, then her neck… and then her jawline…[/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

Carrying was a bad idea. A really really bad idea. All this time Lenna had been stepping close to him partially because it made her feel less exposed. Now, she was completely exposed and in Jensen's arms. There had to be some kind of law again these actions so soon. Instinctively, her arms wrapped up around his neck. Her stomach twisted into knots, which led Lenna to wonder if that would make her abdomen look more fit as she was completely self conscious. Jensen's gentle kiss on her nose seemed to relax her at once. He was practically doting on her, giving her just what she wanted and when she wanted it. Why should she be so nervous? Oh...because she had no idea what she was doing! Not that there was that much to know...in reality.

And then before she knew it, she was in her bed with a hot quidditch player hovering over her and kissing her in a tender and gentle fashion. Lenna was still nervous, but definitely not too nervous to act on impulses now........



It was about an hour later when Lenna found herself laying on one side and looking at Jensen as she bit her bottom lip, eyes shamelessly studying his face. A pleased little smile had formed on her lips as she hugged the sheet to her body, sighing a pleasant sigh through her nose. "Thank you," she said, trying to hold back how pleased she was. "I don't quite feel like moving now...how about you?"

[jensen]

Jensen couldn’t believe what had just happened. Of course, it wasn’t bad, not bad at all! Jensen sighed lightly through his nose, laying on his back and looking over at Lenna. He had a soft smile on his lips as she looked at him, her greenish blue eyes seeming to take in his entire face. ”Thank you.” Jensen raised an eyebrow, now that someone could actually see that he was raising it. ”For wha’?” he asked softly, wondering why she was thanking him. He hadn’t ever been thanked after that before… It was good, and he hoped that she enjoyed herself, but… he couldn’t help but wonder if the ‘thank you’ was because he was so terrible and she didn’t want to make him feel bad by telling that to his face. Surely he’d hear about it some way or another… but then again, Lenna didn’t seem to be that type. Which… made Jensen happy.

”I don’t quite feel like moving now…how about you?”

[/color] Jensen just smiled at her a moment before taking his right hand, the side that was next to Lenna, and ran his fingers across her jaw line. ”No’ quite… I like it righ’ here.” he smiled, and then retracted his hand and using his arm as a balance and leaning over to give Lenna a soft kiss on her lips.[/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

”For wha’?”

She noted how she could see his eyebrow raise now that he had a proper haircut, glad that he had gotten it and glad that this had happened. Oddly enough, she didn't feel horribly guilty or scandalous in any fashion. Maybe that was the post-coital bliss? Possibly. Jensen's less than posh accent, which she had always found attractive, paired with his steamy good looks (in her opinion) in this moment made her chest heave. Him asking that question was...adorable. "For being more than I could have ever asked for," she said, blushing and averting her eyes from his for a moment before daring to look back. As far as Lenna was concerned, things had went great. She had felt so much more comfortable with him than she had with Paul and she now realized how selfish Paul had been.

”I don’t quite feel like moving now…how about you?”

She bit the inside of her bottom lip as Jensen's fingers graced her jawline.

”No’ quite… I like it righ’ here.”

She couldn't help but smile a small, pleased smile as his words, appreciating the kiss he had bestowed upon her as well. As he leaned back away from her, she turned on her back, reaching out her hand and taking it in his. No cuddling. Just hand holding at a distance. It was...nice. She had turned her head to look at him. "This all happened really fast, but I'm...happy about it. Emmett will be happy when I stop cleaning around the clock," she said, letting out a soft laugh. "Did I make things awkward for you and him?" she wondered, slightly concerned, brow furrowing softly. Despite knowing her brother better than most people, she didn't know how he would really feel about this...or Jensen for that matter.

[jensen]

”For being more than I could have ever asked for.”

[/color] How was that even possible? Surely it wasn’t… that amazing. That good. Or maybe she didn’t mean any of that? Perhaps she… no. Jensen just didn’t understand how he could be more than she could ever ask for? ”Sorry, bu’, wha’ do yeh mean by tha’?” Jensen was feeling particularly silly for asking such a question… but it just sort of came out… Jensen wasn’t the most experienced guy and surely being as beautiful and seemingly high on everyone’s lists… surely she was more experienced. But then again, he could be completely wrong. She was rather innocent and didn’t give in to advances until she was completely sure that the other party felt the same way… Well, that was at least what Jensen had gathered.

”This all happened really fast, but I’m…happy about it. Emmett will be happy when I stop cleaning around the clock. Did I make things awkward for you and him?”[/color] Jensen sighed lightly. He wasn’t sure how Emmett would feel about all of this… ”Well, when he realizes tha’ yeh’ve stopped cleanin’ roun’ the clock, he’ll know tha’ somethin’ happened.” Jensen joked, taking her hand that was held in his and placing a kiss on her knuckles. ”An’ I don’ know if it made things awkward, as he doesn’ know yet.” Jensen was sure that Emmett would be fine with what Jensen and Lenna shared… as long as he didn’t know any of the details. [/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

”Sorry, bu’, wha’ do yeh mean by tha’?”

Lenna sighed softly out of her nose, her brow furrowing. Explaining what she actually meant would take some thought, as it had only been a feeling that she had suddenly put into words. There wasn't any specific thing she knew she wanted to ask for from a man, like a list to compare him to. It wasn't that simple. So, she would just have to explain the best she could. "I don't know..Well...I've never considered asking anything from a man like this...or like that. I mean...I..don't mean to keep bringing up my ex but, he is my only ex. And I haven't had any experience outside of him...and it just never.." She sighed out of her nose, frustrated in trying to put what she meant into words. "It had never felt like that and I never imagined it could. You're very attentive," she said, blushing madly....

--

”Well, when he realizes tha’ yeh’ve stopped cleanin’ roun’ the clock, he’ll know tha’ somethin’ happened.”
She watched Jensen laugh, smiling, but a bit uncomfortable with the thought of her brother knowing when she was sexually not frustrated because someone had satisfied her. It wasn't something she was used to as Emmett had never dated and he had been out of the country when she dated Paul.

”An’ I don’ know if it made things awkward, as he doesn’ know yet.”

"Well, I just mean..do you feel awkward? As in...dating me and sleeping with me...I don't want you to feel awkward around him, because even if he's comfortable, you could still feel awkward." The last thing Lenna wanted to do was ruin Emmett's first real friendship she had ever been aware of him having.

[jensen]

Jensen felt a bit sorry that he was being rather oblivious. But then again, he really didn’t know what she meant. Even if he did know what she was talking about… which he wouldn’t… because he wasn’t very good with feelings and emotions… He wondered if Lenna knew what she was getting herself into with him. Well, that and Jensen had a tendency to be a bit of a liar. But then again, for Lenna, he would probably cool those jets, and at least try to tone it down. He’d never lie to Lenna though… and probably not to Emmett either. They’ve both broken through his barrier. His… brick barrier. ”I don’t know..Well…I’ve never considered asking anything from a man like this…or like that. I mean…I..don’t mean to keep bringing up my ex but, he is my only ex. And I haven’t had any experience outside of him…and it just never.. It had never felt like that and I never imagined it could. You’re very attentive.”

[/color] Jensen couldn’t help but smile at her. She was rather adorable when she blushed. ”Well, I woul’ obviously try my hardes’ for yeh…” he said simply.

- -

Yes, surely if Emmett was as observant as Jensen thought he was, he would surely notice that Lenna had stopped cleaning twenty-four seven. Especially with Emmett being as particular as he was about his clean spaces… if Lenna wasn’t keeping things immaculate at the house, surely he would notice. And he would realize that something had happened because… well, apparently she cleaned when she was sexually frustrated. Which just made Jensen want to chuckle a little bit. Well, then there was the possibility that Lenna would still clean… just not as thoroughly as she had previously. That was possible. Then it wouldn’t be as noticeable, right? Exactly. ”Well, I just mean..do you feel awkward? As in…dating me and sleeping with me…I don’t want you to feel awkward around him, because even if he’s comfortable, you could still feel awkward.”[/color] Well, this girl really thought of everything. Jensen just looked at her. ”I don’ see any reason to feel awkward aroun’ him…”[/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

”Well, I woul’ obviously try my hardes’ for yeh…”

"Mmmm my mind is completely guttered for that statement, I'm afraid to say," she said, shaking her head, a few fingers flying to her mouth to stifle a laugh.

- -

”I don’ see any reason to feel awkward aroun’ him…”

"That's a relief," she said, through a sigh, smiling all the while. With that, she turned over, her left arm falling across his chest and over to his other side. Her right hand was still intertwined with his left, Lenna's left side pressed against his left. She turned her head to the side, the smile still on her lips. She moved her lips close to Jensen's, then just touching her nose to his softly, before kissing him gently. She pulled away slowly before scooting down to rest her head on his chest, looking at him in adoration, biting her bottom lip in a sheepish fashion. She wondered if being this close to him after their activity was appropriate. Paul never liked it much.

"How abouuuut...in a little bit...we take a shower and I cook you dinner?" she asked, coyly, intertwining her left hand with his right, taking her right and tucking it in by her side so maybe Jensen would put his arm around her. This was...nice. It was actually perfect? She sighed again, softly, contented.

[jensen]

”That’s a relief.”

[/color] Jensen nodded, making a sort of hmm sound. He smiled a little when she moved close as if to kiss him, but then just pressed her nose to his gently. Jensen chuckled a little, and then kissed her as she pressed her lips to his own. The man lay his head back on the pillow and looked up at the ceiling, sighing softly. He barely noticed that Lenna was scooting down and then resting her head on his chest. Jensen’s eyes looked down towards her and he felt himself smiling at her. He hadn’t been happy like this in awhile. ”How abouuuut…in a little bit…we take a shower and I cook you dinner?”[/color]

Lenna moved her hand at this point, to which Jensen took the initiative to put his arm around her. It was a lot more comfortable, and it seemed like that was what she wanted… Of course Jensen would be happy to oblige. ”Well, I suppose, if tha’ is wha’ you’d like. Bu’, I’ll still make dessert, if you like.” he said softly, planting a kiss upon her forehead. Just lying there, together, almost snuggling was quite… wonderful. He enjoyed it, and couldn’t remember the last time that he had done this. Not that they mattered anymore, because Lenna… seemed to be the last girl he’d ever want to do that with.[/blockquote][/size]

[lena]

Lenna felt completely content as Jensen wrapped her arm around her. Her chest heaved slightly as a satisfied sigh escaped her nose. If she didn't want to move at all before, she definitely didn't want to move now. Lenna had never felt this...safe and cared for before in bed with Paul. Not in the least. She wouldn't regret how quickly things had just happened between her and Jensen and she wouldn't second guess where it was going.

It was obvious in how Jensen treated her that he cared for her at least a little bit. Lenna fancied herself enamored with the man whose chest she laid upon. The L word scared her ever since Paul, not imagining she would say it again. Yes, she was enamored. The L word would only be used when they had been dating for a reasonable amount of time, gotten to know each other even better, and had some type of responsibility or seriousness added to their relationship.

”Well, I suppose, if tha’ is wha’ you’d like. Bu’, I’ll still make dessert, if you like.”

Lenna smiled up at Jensen as he kissed her forehead. "Well, as long as you don't have to go out to the store for ingredients...or I could go with you. I...just want to spend the rest of the day with you 'cause we're both so busy with work and such, I don't know when I'll have the next chance," she said, balancing and leaning up so that her lips touched his gently, once before she leaned in to kiss him again with appropriate conviction.

[jensen]

Of course Jensen cared about Lenna. He had ever since he’d step foot into her office that first day when he’d been hit by a rogue bludger, a lame attempt on his captain’s part to get the chaser’s into shape. No, it just sent two of them in to St. Mungo’s… and Jensen had been lucky enough to be sent to Lenna Kruger. Of course, at that point, she wasn’t the head of the department. This had been awhile ago… a few years, at most. He’d thought she was quite beautiful at first… charming, adorable, and very good at her job. As the appointments went on, however, things developed. Jensen had believed that he could see himself with her… then again, he didn’t believe that it would ever happen, because he thought she was too good for him… and would be seen with much handsomer men. Jensen didn’t view himself to be very handsome… and he didn’t think he had as admirable a career choice as all of the healers at St. Mungos… and therefore, because of that, Lenna wouldn’t want to date him… or even spend time with him outside of the hospital.

When she talked about the shower… Jensen really didn’t know what to think. Like, she wanted to take a shower? Or she wanted him to take a shower? Did he smell bad or something? Was he embarrassing her in her own home? That would be… awful, he had thought, and attempted to smell himself. However, he thought he smelled just fine, remembering that he’d put on both deodorant and cologne that morning. The bottle had said, “even angels will fall.” Well, he sure hoped that that wasn’t the reason that Lenna was with him now… because he smelled good. Surely that couldn’t be the reason, but if it really did make angels fall from heaven, then surely she was one of them. Lenna was Jensen’s angel.

”Well, as long as you don’t have to go out to the store for ingredients…or I could go with you. I…just want to spend the rest of the day with you ‘cause we’re both so busy with work and such, I don’t know when I’ll have the next chance.”

[/color] Jensen took her kiss with a smile, and an even bigger one when she’d actually kissed him, leaning up so that she would actually be able to. Jensen took his free hand and ran it down Lenna’s arm, pulling away from their kiss and leaning his forehead against hers. ”Any day withou’ yeh is goin’ to be rough, I can tell yeh tha’ now.”[/blockquote][/size]